万福玛丽亚

片子当中最感动我的就是 Lucy 姐姐 那句”我的孩子将比我有更多的机会——说这句话让我很痛苦，但是这是事实。“

哪一个国家的人民没有自己民族的自豪感，愿意承认自己的社会不如人？而为什么一批又一批的愿意忍受移民程序的繁琐，种族间的歧视，重建生活的艰辛？ ——为下一代人，可以有更多的选择。我想这个可能就是Full of Grace 的定义，为了另外一个人可以自己做出牺牲。

那些从穷困地区扛着行李落脚在北京上海深圳忍受城管大叔呼来唤去，从事最脏最累最让人看不起的职业的那些同胞，何尝不是如此？为了自己的孩子能够和城里人有同等的机会！

导演在洛杉矶长大，从小看到从拉丁美洲移民潮，这些不能够在美国政治和媒体上代表自己的人民，却占有美国加利福尼亚，亚利桑那，新墨西哥，德克萨斯这四个省三分之一的人口。那么只能由美国人来为他们说话。

主人公的年轻美丽，加上勇敢和倔强的性格只是吸引观众的基础，真正的故事是在讲述她经历中的一个有一个的充满风险的劫难。让人时时刻刻为Maria的未来捏一把汗，为她的命运同呼吸共命运。

这些劫难是谁造成的呢？是邪恶的罪犯？霸权的政府？还是腐败的警察么？

我喜欢这种没有恶人，只有厄运的故事。这是一个较高层次的世界观。

故事里面没有坏人，就连毒贩都是基本上盗亦有道。Maria和这些命运凄惨的女同胞们，都是因为贫穷，社会问题，政治原因成为命运中挣扎的可怜人。这和《悲惨世界》中的人们不尽相同。

这个故事在美国HBO 电视网上播放。希望能够提醒广大本土长大的美国人，他们周围的这些”外来者“，经历过什么样的艰辛——或许也是在提醒他们，他们的父母或者祖辈为了这一代有”更多机会“，付出多大的代价。

影片的最后，玛丽亚转身走向赎罪的道路，眼神坚定，表情平静，美丽的锁骨上方是神圣的十字架挂坠

我相信，的玛丽亚已经找到了内心真正的倚靠和归属，在辗转于堕落的深渊之后，她心中的神，会眷顾这个有着坚毅品格的善良少女。

片名叫万福玛丽亚，如同女主角的名字玛丽亚，在影片中，宗教虽然没有被公开地谈及，但是却总是由始至终地贯穿在整部影片的背景中。就像我们的人生一样，神明不是总是需要被时时提及和想起，但是在你需要帮助，在你感受到召唤的时候，它就会出现，在你身边，给你力量。

    影片讲述了一个哥伦比亚少女为了生活，用体内藏毒的方式，贩卖毒品到美国的故事。说实话，女主角长得还是不错的，不但找了个丑男兼穷男当男朋友，被搞大了肚子也不让对方负责，一开始还默默的在一家鲜花包装厂累死累活的当操作工。哥伦比亚的女孩真是纯朴啊，外貌条件这么好，在中国的话要么就傍上大款要么早就找个家里有钱的就嫁了。不多说了，再多说河螃蟹该来了，打住。

故事讲述的是一个十七岁的哥伦比亚少女玛利亚为了摆脱贫困的生活用吞服毒品胶囊的方式帮毒贩子运毒品的故事。其中经历了种种波折，甚至包括同伴因为毒袋在体内破裂而被毒贩子开膛而死的遭遇。

并不复杂的电影却另我印象深刻。在看电影前已看过简介，知道这不是一部温情片，讲的也不是很温情的故事。相反整个电影的前半部分都在暗示悲惨的结局，但是看到玛利亚的同伴被开膛取毒的那一幕却依然很震惊，震惊与那些人的残忍。看完回想起也知道这几乎是必然结果，那些毒贩在暴利的驱使下完全没有人性可言。如果说电影只讲玛利亚的同伴因为毒袋破裂而死亡这部电影充其量只能算一个悲情剧。有了接下来的一幕才让我们看到真实的残酷。

这部电影让我难忘的另外一个因素是导演的拍摄手法，或者说讲故事的方式。其实这部电影讲故事的手法很简单：平铺直叙。没有大卫林奇式的梦幻也没有我们常说的蒙太奇，整个电影就像一个贩毒纪录片，朴实的讲述一个贫困地区的年轻女孩子如何受屈辱，如何遇到毒贩，如何在毒贩的指导和帮助下吞下毒品.......色调普通，甚至可以说明快，没有悲情戏里常见的灰色调或者暗色调，甚至有点刻意欺骗观众之嫌。在我认为最悲惨的部分也只是轻轻带过，跟电影其他部分没有任何手法或者技巧上的不同。最后玛利亚和她的另外一个同伴逃离也是去找死去同伴的姐姐，也算有惊无险，顺利把毒品还给了毒贩保证了家人的安全。

这种近乎冷漠的拍摄手法马上让我想起了另一部电影《大象》，讲两个高中生在一个平常的日子制造的一场校园枪击事件。《大象》用最平静的手法讲一个最骇人听闻的惨剧。那不电影里导演极力刻画那所学校的普通学生的生活，那些生活越正常越普通越平淡就越反映出枪击事件的突然和不可理喻。这部电影拍摄的手法越平淡越让人感到事件的残酷生活的残酷。那些少女愿意承担这样的风险也反映出贫穷对人的心理甚至精神影响多么大。

看电影的时候几乎同时想起几年前在收获上看的陈丹燕的中篇《慢船去中国》，小说讲八十年代的一家上海人为出国付出的代价和出国后的生活。这家的大女儿从小就做着出国的梦想，除了英语什么都不愿意学，等到真的出了国却无法面对美国并不是处处黄金的现实最后精神失常。她的爸爸出国照顾她，为了留在美国不惜故意让车撞，又把他的小女儿接到了美国念书。我当时读这本小说的时候觉得上海人的生活条件算好的了还那么想出国很不可思议。现在才明白其实什么样的人都向往更好的生活。

其实对于绝大多数普通人来说没有那么多的理想和抱负，没有革命家或者科学家文学家诗人们的浪漫和伟大。大多数人都是为了房子车子甚至更多的时候为了吃饱一餐饭而辛苦奔波。我在船厂实习的时候看到有些工人为了并不算太多的工资而在狭小的船舱里烧电焊，忍受着酷热和焊丝燃烧后产生的化学气体，一干就是好几个小时。有些工人整天用气枪烧变形的钢板。这些人都是生活在最底层的人，他们干最重最没有前途的活，最快乐的时候就是每个月发工资后几个人一起出去喝酒。他们中的很多人十年二十年后还是干同样的活，只要身体不垮。这就是有些人的生活。除了多读几年书我跟这些人没有区别，都是生活在社会的最底层。

由于看到和经历过太多的贫穷和辛酸，我一般对那些所谓的悲情戏很不屑一顾，拍得假的会让人恶心，即使拍得很真实又能怎样？鲁迅教育我们要“直面惨淡的人生”。我有时候却在想直面之后又能怎样？不是所有的人都是革命家。而且即使我们写出最真实的生活又能怎样？保罗.策兰的《死亡赋格》能拯救多少犹太人的灵魂？我有时候又想也许是我自己太软弱，不愿意面对现实。也许我们不应该要求太多，也许我们只要做能够做的事情，也许我们只要写出真实。也许我们应该放弃所有的修辞放弃所有的手法先写写最普通的生活，最普通的人。

This is the harrowing story of a (not quite) typical mule: Maria Alvarez (Moreno), an intelligent and fiercely independent 17-year-old girl from Colombia who agrees to smuggle a half-kilo of heroin into the United States.

Walking out of the theatre, I found myself at a loss of words.

What struck me the most about the story was how un-exaggerate everything was. Let it be Maria’s job, her village, or her family. They were portrayed with moderation and care. The result was impressively real and honest. Maria’s job was not uncommon for a third world country’s village girl of 17. I’ve read far worse treatment and horror stories of factory workers in ShenZheng, China. The real evil was in the lack of a choice. All Maria had was the job in the flower factory. It was the only economic opportunity presented to Maria. It was what her family, even her entire village depended on. Sounds familiar? I thought of that British mining town in Billy Elliot.

Like all country girls who rebelled against their fate, Maria made a choice, the same choice all country girls in her shoes made, to go to the city. On her way, she was tempted away from the possibility of becoming a rich family’s maid; instead, she was offered an adventure. Traveling, America, and American dollars added together proven to be too big a temptation to turn down for a rebellious country girl. Was there really a huge difference for her, between pulling thorns off roses and swallowing cocaine pellets and carried them to America? Both were rich people’s merchandises, both were beyond her reach. She was one little link in the economy chain. The latter sounded a lot more exciting than the former, and it would take her beyond the depressing village outside of Bogota. She was, finally, presented a choice.

The subsequent story made me admire Maria’s intelligence and coolness. But it also chilled me to the bone to see how cruel and brutal the drug world was (is).

Would legalizing drugs clean up all these brutality? Would legalizing drugs prevent Maria and her fellow Columbian women from participating in this dark and ugly trade?

If so, then why wouldn’t any country take that step?

“Because drugs are evil and hurt people who use them. How could you legalize something so damaging to our very selves? How could any government give out any signal that drug abuse is ‘legal’, therefore, ‘ok’?”

Because not legalizing it made it worse? Because the huge profit margin is driving the drug trade into a frenzy, and it is killing poor people like Maria left and right? Cigarette is legal, isn’t it? It is harmful to people’s health, too. Why is that okay to endorse but not drugs? Since when human being became such innocent creatures?

“If you legalize drugs, then more people will become drug addicts. That would be disastrous and self-destructive.”

Okay. People have self-destructive tendencies. There are evils in these world, too many. People always have the choice of whether to become drug addicts, just like people have the choice of whether to smoke a cigarette. Are you saying that government has the right to make the choice for its citizens that the government knows what is best? What about education? What about the fittest survive? It is not like I don’t get drug offered when I walk down Telegraph Ave. in Berkeley, it is not like high school kids don’t get drug offers in parties, at playground, on their way to school, anyways. It is happening right now. How much worse could it get? Besides, once it became legal, it could take away the “adventurous lure” it has right now to the rebellious type. Couldn’t it?

Drug abuse is part of modern societies already. We have to deal with it. But if legalizing it could take away the huge profit for the drug lord, then it could reduce their incentive to produce them. It could dry up so many money sources for terrorist groups and anti-government organizations. It could save Maria and girls like her the fate of dying on ruptured cocaine pellets that they carry in their stomach. It could save them from being treated like animals (”mule”), whose stomach was cut open so their cargo could be retrieved. Mule’s life was of no consequence. The dehumanization of Maria and her fellow mules was not caused by drug’s own evil-ness directly. It was made possible by the huge profit of drug trade, and its huge profit came from their illegal status. It was made possible because of human being’s own greed.

If government wants to do good to the society, then it could place the choice into everyone’s own hand. Take away the possibility to make people even more greedy than they already are. Don’t tempt them. Trust them.

In Chinese modern history, there was a much revered national hero, General Lin Zexu. Who initiate the fight against the British in 1840’s. He burned all the opium he could gather in a huge public display. His angry words are still recited in today’s Chinese elementary school classrooms, “Opium is evil, it weakened our people, our soldier, our country…” But the fact was, Chinese society was weakened from inside before opium even appeared. The closed society has been quietly rotten away from top to bottom for centuries. There was little outlet for real talent of the society. There wasn’t much progress happeneing for the society as a whole. Corruptions were prevalent. Opium provided an escape. A dying plant happened upon a killer disease. It was easy to blame the disease. Even though General Lin Zexu won his opium war, the final treaty between the British and the Qin Dynasty turned out to be the first of many humiliating treaties to come in China’s Modern History. Burning Opium didn’t help General Lin’s cause. Burning the entire country might. That was exactly what Chairman Mao tried over a century later.

There is a little analogy in gardening. When a flower attracted diseases, it was often because the plant itself was weak and unhealthy, either from lack of water, light, or too much water, etcetera. To prevent disease from happening, you either make the plant strong and healthy, or you try to shut down all disease sources. The latter has proven to be a harder path. Shutting down flow of air would usually cause more problems to the plant. Exposing the plant to the natural elements was usually more healthy for the plant. As long as the plant was healthy, often it could fight off many diseases using its own strength.

也许你有时会这样设想，设想一个生存的绝境，没有父母，没有家庭，甚至没有可靠的朋友，一个人，两手空空，在漩涡一样的街道上走着，等待被吸入或者被粉碎。事实上我常常这样做。难道悲剧不令人激动人心吗？难道游离不正是心灵的常态吗？影片的最后，黑色的少女玛丽亚没有回黑色的哥伦比亚，她留在了黑色的美国。走私毒品的少女玛丽亚，死去的露西，雄纠纠争辩的胖朋友。真实到没有奇迹出现的电影，第三世界的脆弱心灵，美国美国。听胎儿心跳的玛丽亚，圣母玛丽亚，我们喊你的名字。喊你黑色的眼眸。